Monday, March 30, 2015

Preparing To Leave

In the morning of April 1st 2015, the shelter tent will officially close and every homeless person within it will pack up the last of their possessions and leave, never to return.  The city has decided to not reopen the winter shelters come next fall.

I have moved all my things, save a few clothing items and my backpack to a storage facility. From what I learned last summer, it's better to not have to haul all my things around with me, day after day.

Most everyone is making arrangements for when the shelter closes.  Some have received housing grants or financial aid to get into apartments.  Others who have applied by never did receive any support, are now making other arrangements, while still hoping for something to materialize in the next two days.

Some are planning to pool resources and rent some cheap housing together.  Those will less resources are making plans to head for Mexico where everything, including housing, is much cheaper.

Fair wells and phone number exchanges are now common around the shelter.  Others have been  spending every day this last week in a drunken stupor.

I've just been hoping to get over this damn cold and sinus infection before returning to the streets.

Sunday, March 29, 2015

Especially Homelessness

Why do we always try to fix social problems with the least amount of compassion possible?

Saturday, March 21, 2015

Funny that I still get emails like this

"Why should anybody bother to help you, you big fat fucking pathetic slob.

i don't expect you to respond to this e-mail, because after reading it, you will probably cry & whimper all day."

Some people do have worse problems than I do.

Wednesday, March 18, 2015

Some Financial Needs

So far this week I've raised a total of 16 dollars through paypal.

Besides having to pay for all my basics, I have these new expenses - rent of a storage space to keep my valuables in - $107 a month, podcasting channel - 30 dollars a month, phone with wifi hotspot $120 a month, to have a clean and hot water shower when I need it, 30 dollars for a gym membership.  etc.

If you 'd like to help with some of these expenses you can send donations directly to my paypal account at

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

San Diego Weather And Homelessness

It comes up every time.  When people discuss homelessness in San Diego, or in any other fair weather city, there will be those who blame the good whether for attracting homeless people.

But that just doesn't stand up to the factual information we have about homeless people.

San Diego county has 8,500 homeless people.
NYC has over 60,000 homeless people.

Now consider the weather in each city.  Think about this past winter and how NYC had near record snowfall and low temperatures.   In both total population and in rates of homeless people per 100,000 citizens, NYC has 3 times more homeless than San Diego. 

Are homeless people really more interested in Snowboarding than Sailing?  or does weather just not play a part in a homeless person's decision about where to live? 

Sunday, March 15, 2015

San Diego Homeless Industry Questions

There are three ways this could be explained.  I'll get the easy one out of the way first.  This property, next to the St. Vincent DePaul's homeless shelter may not belong to anyone in the homelessness industry, and they just building on their property - as developers are prone to do.  If this is the case, then there is no problem here.   BUT this sure looks suspicious and I'll tell you why.

Last year, the San Diego Housing Commission solicited bids for the creation of a permanent brick and mortar shelter to replace the two winter shelter tents it's been using for the past 30 some years.
The local paper, the Union - Tribune has endorsed the proposal submitted by the St. Vincent DePaul shelter.  You can read that article at .

As stated in that article, "The St. Vincent proposal will be considered by the Housing Commission later this week and by the council on March 24. The U-T Editorial Board strongly urges its approval."

The problem I'm having is that it looks like St Vincent's has already broken ground on new construction (see above picture) and it's only the 15th of March.

So, I'm wondering, did St Vincent's already win the contract for the new shelter behind closed doors, and for whatever reason has rushed to begin construction ahead of announcement, and has the city bypassed protocol and perhaps broken the law by skipping the city's official review process?

Or, did St. Vincent's already have this new building program underway - separate from it's proposal to build a new homeless shelter for the city?  If so, will St Vincent's use the money granted for the city's new homeless shelter to pay for this other building project?

I don't know the answers to these questions, but I think the San Diego Housing Commission and St Vincent's owes the city an explanation of what's going on here.  And should be more proactively transparent of it's actions in the future.

As for granting St Vincent's this new contract for building and running a new shelter system, I think it's problematic.  San Diego needs to encourage more people and organizations to be created and to get involved in the care and services of the homeless.  There is already too much of a monopoly over the homeless industry in San Diego, and it does no good to have so many homeless people's lives being affected by so few people.

Saturday, March 14, 2015

It's Donation Time

If I am going to survive this next journey through the valley of the shadow of death, I'll need some serious financial support from you, my readers. It's been a while. You know what needs to be done, now is the time to do it.  As always, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

All Out Of Ideas

Well, I'm all out of ideas about where I can live once this shelter closes on March 31st.   I will be spending that night on the streets, unless something comes up. It's funny but my blogging, etc., is more productive when I'm without a shelter.  It causes me to be more in touch with what's happening on the streets.  And since I will no longer have a curfew, I can stay in the cafes' until late at night, writing and whatnot.  Lets hope that the rainy season is over and the nights warm up some more.

Friday, March 13, 2015

When Fair Isn't Fair

It's a matter of approach. I know of a very well meaning director of a homeless shelter who wants to be fair to all his charges. and when he has care to offer, he gives each person the very same thing.  This prevents some homeless from complaining that they didn't receive the same care that other homeless received. The problem with this approach is that the needs of the homeless are all different. 

Homeless people should be receiving help according to what they need, not what they want.   It also happens all over the homelessness industry. people who work at shelters often think in terms of what they want to give, instead of terms of what the homeless need.  They make one decision that affects all the homeless, instead of making decisions to the specific needs of each homeless person.

Some homeless people are so terribly addicted to drugs that they need a facility that would be very difficult for them to leave for a good length of time.   This person is best served in a place where he is kept away from drugs, and drugs are kept away from him.  Many rescue missions require that homeless people in their programs never leave their property.  This person and these rescue missions are a good match.  But...

There are also homeless people who don't have any addiction problems, perhaps they have mental health issues related to anxiety, stress.  They easily become claustrophobic.  This homeless person would never last in a rescue mission program like this, (most rescue mission programs last 6 months to a year.  Actually, there are few people that I know of who have never been homeless, who could voluntarily survive a program that restricts them to a building or property lot.)  And if you're wondering, yes, it's very similar to being in jail.  There are few rescue missions, well, none that I know of, that cater specifically to the issues that the mentally ill deal with.  

Treating an addict like a mentally ill person, and a mentally ill person like an addict just doesn't meet their needs, and is truly unfair to both.

Thursday, March 12, 2015


So, this is a short teaser I made a month or so,ago. I've been ill for the past few months and so I'm just now able to do the podcasting thing. I had originally planned to start this January 1st. But, only now has the majority of my cough gone away. Besides having the flu, I've had a lingering sinus problem since I arrived in San Diego. I remember, when I was a kid I used to get ear infections and the croop fairly regularly. I guess pleasant weather doesn't guarantee a healthier life. Also, with being sick, and the weather being below par here this past winter, I've been struggling with depression. And I've been struggling to get good sleep. Yeah, I'm a mess. And at the end of the month the winter shelters will be closing and I'll be back to concrete surfing. On the positive side, the weather was actually nice yesterday, and today should be another typical nice San Diego day, weather wise, and that always makes me feel better. And yesterday I did secure for myself a place to store my things, so I won't have to lug everything around with me. I think too, that my self storage spot may be a good place to record my podcasts. It was fairly quiet there.

Check out this episode!

Saturday, March 7, 2015

False Expectations From Homeless Agencies

Perhaps the worst culprit in generating unreasonable, and plain old false expectations, are the organizations who work directly with the homeless.   So busy at raising funds, and attempting to win favor with the public and public officials, homeless service agencies tell one big fib after another, both about the work the do, and their achievements.

A rescue mission will make a big deal over 250 homeless people completing their rehab program, (usually a year long program), but what they don't say is how many people they were unable to help.   Rescue missions in medium to large size cities will usually see 5000 or more people coming to them for assistance. Only helping 250 out of 5000, no longer seems significant.

Many of the graduates of rescue mission programs will fall back into homelessness in a short time, or they will never be able to move beyond the mission and to a life of independent living.  Many  become institutionalized to the rescue mission life and never leave. Or, they make it to a point of independence but will still fall back into homelessness with in a year.  Rescue missions never provide those numbers, they don't collect information on recidivism.

Even the agencies that have moved beyond the arcane practices of rescue missions, and are embracing the latest techniques for ending homelessness, are often over promising results.    They know that the new programs work, but their civic and political overseers underfund them, or are  under the false impression that they don't have to fully commit to these programs, such as Housing First, or Rapid Rehousing.   They may be thinking that 1/2 the efforts will get them 1/2 the results (and will consider that as acceptable) but these programs really don't work unless they are fully supported and engaged.   Also, these agencies that receive funding to end homelessness are required to prove their usefulness, and this puts their case managers in the position of having to misrepresent their success.  So to show good numbers on paper, the majority of their efforts are being spend on the homeless who need it the least, and they are all but ignoring the homeless who need it most - that is, the worst case homeless, the chronically homeless.   Although such agencies may be able to produce minimum acceptable numbers, these cities are seeing no noticeable difference in the number of homeless on the streets.  And as usual the truly chronically homeless end up neglected instead of prioritized, as promised by these programs. 

Worst of all, the agencies will excuse their lack of success by blaming the homeless.   If it were possible for the chronically homeless to get off the streets under their own volition, they would have already done so.  Obviously they need the help of case managers.   Case managers that will do more than just tell the homeless what they need to do.  Most homeless people know what needs to be done, but don't have the ability to do it themselves.   That's why they are chronically homeless, and why they need help from agencies.  They don't need a case manager to tell them to go apply for an apartment, they need a case manager who will go and take care of that issue for them.  If a homeless person goes and asks a landlord to rent to them, most likely the landlord will deny their request.   The case manager needs to go to the landlord and discuss the special needs of that homeless person, and secure the housing for the homeless person.

Despite all the promises, and claims to improve things, nothing is changing on the streets, and there are just as many homeless people as ever.

Unreasonable Expectations

If you don't really know and understand homelessness, how can you have any reasonable expectations about homeless people, especially about their rehabilitation back to an acceptable position in society?  Yet more and more, people are placing their expectations onto the homeless. This happens everywhere, with families, with homeless shelters, with downtown business partnerships, with HUD, and the list goes on.  None of these people have taken the time to truly understand homelessness and homeless people, and yet they feel completely comfortable placing expectations on the homeless.   You'll hear your fellow citizens say something like, 'why don't they just get a job?" or they'll tell a homeless person directly, "get a job, you bum," as if all the homeless person needs to do is get a job and then miraculously all their problems are solved and they are no longer homeless.  Sorry to inform you, but employment doesn't cure homelessness.  It will certainly assist in the process of leaving homelessness, but having a job is not a cure all.

People will also allow a homeless friend to stay with them for a while, but will then, suddenly and unexpectedly, will kick their homeless friend out of their house.   It usually starts out with "yeah you can stay until you get back on your feet" and the person expects that this will only take his homeless friend one month.  Of course the person never mentions this expectation to his homeless friend.   He just drops it like a bomb, when there's nothing his homeless friend can do about it.  For you information, it takes about 3 to 4 months for the average homeless person to overcome their homelessness.   And this certainly does not take into consideration the issues that chronically homeless people deal with.

Business owners and other conservative types have convinced themselves that homeless people "choose" to be homeless, and that all homeless people need to do is "choose" to not be homeless, and everything will be taken care of.  This too is an unreasonable, and unrealistic, expectation.  The truth is, no one really chooses to be homeless.  Still, these business owners and conservative types, (and to be honest, no small number of liberals) believe that they can motivate the homeless to become "un"homeless, by making homelessness as difficult a life as possible.  The powerful business people talk to their politicians about what they think is best, and the politicians turn around and tell the police to take measures against the homeless, and they end up harassing the homeless in every possible way - they prevent the homeless from getting adequate sleep, the prevent the homeless from getting fed, they prevent the homeless from integrating with the rest of society.   Although none of their tactics have actually been proven to reduce homelessness, they persist, in the belief that next time they only need to be more forceful in their tactics against the homeless, to be successful.  And so things continually worsen for the homeless, more people end up dying while homeless, and the harassment by the police has only made getting out of homelessness all more the difficult.

All this and more happens only because people's expectations of homeless people is not based on reality - they don't really know or understand homeless people.   And so far, no one has made is a requirement of society that people have an accurate understanding.

Thursday, March 5, 2015

The Homeless Guy Needs A New Home

The shelter I'm staying at will be closing at the end of the month, and I need a new place to stay.

If you would like to help in this regard, by sharing a guest house, or spare room, etc,  please contact me at your earliest convenience.   Any offer will be seriously considered.

I've had my shots,
and I provide my own food. :)

contact me at thehomelessguy[@]gmail dot com 

Friday, February 20, 2015

Trying Times

I'm trying to get things in order, as the shelter tent will close soon - March 31st.   But I am having a Dickens of a time.   At the first of the year I fell into a depression.  Soon after I developed a cold.  I battled that cold until the end of January when it seemed that I had finally overcome it.  Then at the first of February I got hit with an even tougher cold that was harder to shake off.  And with this cold I developed a bad cough.  At mid-February it seemed as though I had overcome this cold and was on the mend, and then last night renewed cold symptoms returned yet again with congestion and a runny nose. 

So far it's a month and a 1/2 of time wasted on illness when I should have been doing something more important with myself.  This is the story of my life, something always gets in the way of doing something important.  The only time I don't have problems like this is when I don't try.  grrr.